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another boring entry... prepare*

so... lol, i got knocked the fuck out last night at around 9 something since i didn't get any sleep at all for the past two days. woke up early this morning and went to the grave to see my grandmother and spent the rest of the day being a lazy pig.

what else is interesting? david called me earlier today out of no where.. my dad picked up and looked at me all wierd but i hafta say, im surprised he called me, didn't expect that at all... i miss him!!! lol

uh, yeah.. okay, did my work for the day.. a boring entry..

so im home now, its nearly 3 in the morning.. jet lag... old summer habbits are attacking again!! lol

the flight over was horrible.. 11 something hours of sitting on my ass from LA to Japan.. nobody has any idea how homesick // nmmi-sick i am.. i miss my friends so much! i miss david.. hopefully my mom will get that phone card tomorrow so i'd be able to call him. guh* i broke a promise, lol. i was supposed to call him as soon as i got here... i think he'll live through two three days without talking to me, i mean, i have to..

so other than that.. i got a IBM labtop, its cute as hell.. although its second hand but its black, clean and a good small size, not gianormous.. not too old either.
i saw my new baby.. junior is so cute! small and fuzzy.. what a dork right?
uh.. what else?! i get a later curfew since my gpa was a 2.62 which i did not think would happen! i thought i'd at least fail two classes and get a 1. something.. i guess false hope doesn't help.. only sitting on your lazy ass and sleeping all day before finals works.. thats really all i did..

OH!! i get to see my friends on wednesday.. so excited!!! i also can't wait for the weekends to start heatin up. i mean, i can't say i won't be drinking but i can say that i won't be getting into drugs like last year.. it was the hardest thing to stop and now that i finally have, NOT getting involved again.

everything is falling in place for me.. *at the moment* i mean, i've got everything i want. i pulled off with my grades, i WILL be returning to nmmi next year since i didn't break my cusion, got my demerits down... i have someone back home waiting for me, hopefully trusting myself and feeling this way is all worth it.. i might be going back to roswell on the 29th of July as cadre or something to work off my tours and get extra merits so i'd have a good start whenever i get into trouble next year, but for now.. im gonna try to get that day care job i wanted and get that phone card from my mom so i can call everyone..

wow, long post.. i think its the longest i've posted in a while.. hey, back to summer habbits.. sleeping during the day and fucking around at night.. i think i deserve this, after all,  i was at nmmi for a whole year! yes?? lol.. okay.. post more when im bored..

okay, so im on guard duty at the moment.. how fun right? i'll be going to some gay baccalaureate thing later on because i have to sing.. its been a long morning.. im not all used to it being like this... when nobody's here to take me out to eat and go to the park.. but i guess its not all that bad, considering that we are leaving tomorrow and i get to stay out till 2 tonight..

everything has been pretty chill.. i know that i'll be coming back next year, my grades arn't that bad but they could definatly be better, summer break and trusting my own judgement instead of listening to other people really paid off.. i can't say i've ever been happier with myself.. *grin*

next year... will be a lot different. i'll focus a lot more on my grades and the fact that i won't get stuck for stupid shit anymore.. i hope. either way, i promise i'll be so much better... *smirk*

alright.. enough.. post more at home..

1. Name: stephanie
2. Nicknames: chinadoll // stefferZ
3. Feet size: 7 or 8?
4. Do you have a crush? Yes
5. Boyfriend/girlfriend? boyfriend
6. Age you act: thats for me to know and you to find out.
7. Where Do You Live: China // NMMI?
8. Where you want to live: No where in ROSWELL
9. Nationality: AzN
10. Favorite Salad Dressing: Thousand Island
11. Ever gone skinny dipping? yes
12. What are you watching? retarded people... Elborn
13. Last person you talked to: Tracy?
14. Favorite movie: Ice Age
15. Favorite Book:  Of Mice and Men?
16. Favorite Type of music: depends on my mood*
17. Favorite color: black
18. Favorite Saying: uh...
19. Favorite Fast Food: Burger King
20. Favorite Ice Cream: Vanilla carmel
21. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Smirnoff, XXX, Breezers and Hipnotiq?
22. When Do You Go To Sleep: whenever i possibly can
23. Most Embarrassing Moment: falling into these bushes in front of a crush because i was busy admiring his beauty
24. Stupidest Person you know: catherine hudson
25. Funniest Person you know: short
26. Favorite holiday: christmas
27. Favorite Food: chinese, mexican, korean, japenese
28. Favorite Song: my lullaby -maria mena
29. Favorite Television Show: Friends, OC
30. Favorite Radio Station: no clue
31. Favorite junk food: doritos!!
32. Favorite love song: vanessa carlton // pretty baby
33. Favorite Drink: dr.pepper
34. Favorite article of clothing: American Eagle?
35. Favorite Animal: cats

+||SECTION TWO: The Future

1. School: Some place good.
2. Where You Want To Live: don't know yet.
3. How Many Kids You Want: none
4. What Kind Of Job You Want: lets get through high school first.. i am just a sophmore!
6. Do you want any pets? for sure!
7. Car: VW BUG
8. 5 years from now? leave NMMI
9. 10 years from now? love, life, sex.. all the things you'll need to get through life..
10.20 years from now?  i'd be 34

+||SECTION THREE: Have You Ever..

1. Done Drugs: yes
2. Run Away From Home: yes
3. Hit A Girl: hit or punch? does punching count?!
4. Lied? stupid question
5. Stolen Anything: yes
6. Broken A Bone: yeah, my index finger
7. Cheated On A Test: yes
8. Cheated On A boyfriend/girlfriend: no
9. Gotten Drunk: yes
10. Been With Two guys/girls At Once: yeah
11. Been In The Hospital: yeah
12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: no
14. Gone to Church: used to
15. Never slept during a night: yes
16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: yes
17. Been to a camp: yeah, long time ago!
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: always
19. Seen someone die: think so?!  was in the bathroom of a club and this woman was laying on the ground.. but then again, i was high and drunk so...
20. Gone a week w/out shaving: uh.. i don't need to, im hairless...
21. Didn't wash your hair for a week: no
22. Broken something valuable: yes... hearts
23. Thought you were in love: yes
24. Streaked the streets: i think so, unless my friends were just messing around with me the next day i woke up with a huge hang over
25. Screamed at someone for no reason: yep
26. Said I love you and meant it: yes
27. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: lol, even later
28. Pulled a prank? yes
29. Made fun of someone? yes

+||SECTION FOUR: Which Is Better..

1.Coke Or Pepsi: PEPSI
2.Cats Or Dogs: Cats
3.DVDs or VHS: DVDs
4.Deaf Or Blind: deaf
5.Pools Or Hot Tubs: Hot tubs
6.Television Or Radio: radio
7.CDs Or MP3's: CD's
8.Apples or oranges: apples
9.Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries
10.Gold or silver: silver
11.Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
12.Movies or music: both
13.Park or beach? beach
14.Hot or Cold weather? hot
15.Sunset or Sunrise? both

 
SECTION FIVE: When is the Last Time You..

1. Took a shower: a few hours ago
2. Cried: last night
3. Watched a Disney movie: long time ago
4. Given/gotten a hug: thirty minutes ago??
5. Been to the movies: since spring break
6. had a real boy/girlfriend: four months ago?
7. kissed someone : last night
8. Said I love you: this morning
9. danced: last school dance we had..
10. did a survey like this: since spring break


+||SECTION SIX: What is..

1.Your Fondest Memory Of This year: leaving china and turning..
2.Your Most Prized Possession: My private boards
3.The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: eating and sleeping
4.Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: depends.. what can be your favorate if your eating NMMI breakfast?
5.Your Favorite Food For Dinner: sonic, red lobsters... chink restaurants..
6. Your Favorite Slow Song: no idea
7. Your Ideal BF/GF: everyone is different and im not gonna judge until i find out myself..

+||SECTION SEVEN: What do i feel about...

1. Bill Clinton: fuck you
2. Love at First sight: no
3. Abortion: if you had been more careful you wouldn't have to worry about an abortion
4. Smoking: its a bad habbit but i love it!
6. Eating disorders: stupid*
7. Rap: uh huh
8. Marilyn Manson: love the freak if you are, hate him if you arn't..
9. Premarital sex: no
10. Suicide: REALLY not worth it!